WOW. WHY DIDN'T I HAVE A GF AT 13?
MY FIRST WAS 12, BUT THAT LASTED FOR 1 WEEK ONLY.
WE WERE HAVING AN AWESOME RELATIONSHIP. SHE SAID SHE WAS WILLING TO GIVE ME A TRY. ALL WAS WELL. HOWEVER, IT ALL ENDED WHEN OUR TEACHER DISCOVERED THAT WE WERE SMILING AT EACH OTHER IN CLASS, AND WERE PASSING NOTES. IN THE END, CUTTING THE STORY SHORT, WE HATED EACH OTHER. I FELT BETRAYED, WHILE I KNOW DEEP DOWN I HAD DISAPPOINTED HER FOR TOO MANY TIMES.
LEFT A SCAR TOO DEEP, AND NEVER WENT BACK TO RELATIONSHIPS AGAIN. REJECTED ANY FORM OF FANCY-ING. REJECTED GIRLS, HELD DOWN MY LUST FOR SOME GIRLS. SAD TALE.
NOW THOUGH, THINGS WILL BE DIFFERENT. I WAS 12, THEN A KID, AND I'M NOW 15/16.