Erica Campbell found God

[Lilleput]

Some guys here have probably herd the name before, shes been in the Boobs or Ass Thread a couple times too. Well.. That's over

I love you guys!

The Only Way Out

This message is to ALL of my friends and fans. I wasn't sure how exactly to start this...but I trusted that God would help me write this and maybe through me I could speak His word and make His will be done.....

For a long time I have been very lost. So lost in myself and in the world that I didn't even REALIZE that I was lost. I have always thought of myself as a pretty good person. I love helping people, I love befriending people, I love animal rescue and rehab. I care a GREAT deal for my friends and family and ALWAYS do whatever I can to care for them and make sure that they are ok. For a long time I THOUGHT that I was doing the right thing.....and doing my personal best......well...I was wrong...dead wrong.

Being in the world of adult modeling I see A LOT of pain....A LOT of heart break. SO many lost girls get into this business just for some extra money....to help pay for school....to help support themselves or even their children as single moms. "It's just temporary". They are only going to do this for a while...just a few shoots.
I too started out to make some extra money to help me finish school. Almost ALL of the time It doesn't end where you think it will.....the path goes on......the hole gets deeper....and the road gets darker. MOST of the time the girls don't even realize it. One day you see this bright beautiful girl shooting tame nudes...the next they are signing on the dotted line of a hard-core porn company. Lost. Broken. Alone.

I being on the other side of these pictures you don't see the pain these girls are in. The struggle....the drugs that they take so they can get themselves through these sets. Sometimes it's just a show....you pretend to be someone else..become someone you never thought you could be...and the hole gets deeper.

I never thought of myself as one of these girls. What I have been doing "wasn't porn". I connect to well and so close with so many of my fans. I didn't realize what I was doing or why.

The past few years have been very difficult for me. That is no secret to anyone that knows anything about me. I have been working my tail off to support myself, my farm, my rescues, my family, and the list goes on. No matter how hard I worked.....no matter how many people or creatures I helped I STILL had that void inside of my heart and my soul. Connecting with person after person through my site as REAL FRIENDS. I understood the loneliness of the people that I would talk to...because I myself was so lonely. The more I shot...the deeper my darkness got.....the more I understood the pain of others. My friends and my fan. There is ONE common thread to so many of us online here.....the need to be loved, accepted, cared for, the need to have SOMEONE understand you and connect with you. At the end of so many of these emails was that loneliness. SO many men have asked me what they were doing wrong, how to find a special girl like me for THEM. How to fill that "void" in their hearts...in their souls. For a long time I thought I was helping to fill that void in the lives of so many, and in a way I was. But it was all a lie. I could never fill that void for anyone...only be a sinful band aid for it. Only cause the loneliness to deepen....only cause my own soul to ache more.

I have been looking so long and so hard for someone to love me. Love ME for ME. Fill that hole in my soul. Complete me. All this time the only thing standing in my way was me. I have been blind and wrong. On so many levels for so long.

I have decided to leave the world of adult and porn behind me....and follow the lord. I have accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior and am devoting my life to HIS WILL. I have found the one thing that can, will and DOES fill that void...and that's GOD.

I have been trapped in sin and destruction for so long. Disappointment after disappointment......painful venture after painful venture. I have been my own worst enemy. Holding the key all along that could set me free from the darkness that had slowly enveloped me....that was eating away piece by piece my soul. Burning the light out of my eyes so slowly that I didn't even see it....didn't know it.....

It is will a new clarity and a new purpose that I will continue my life. I WANT TO HELP THESE GIRLS! These lost souls.....these girls that are ABUSING THEMSELVES. Selling themselves for NOTHING. I want to help them STOP THIS PAIN. I want to show them the light.....and the love of Jesus. ONLY HE CAN FILL THIS VOID IN THEIR LIFE! HE IS THE WAY....THE ONLY WAY.

I also want to help my fans...my friends......This void in your life and heart. You seek pornography to fill it....it's only a bandage. Sin isn't ugly....it's beautiful. It can't fill the voids in your life. ONLY GOD CAN FILL THEM!

I love my fans, and I love YOU. I want YOU to feel this peace. I want YOU to get out of the darkness that is all around you. You can not live with one foot in Christ and one in the world. Our time here is so short....today could be your last day here. And what will you have lived for? Died for? There is only one way to heaven and eternal life....and that is through Jesus.

I will not and can not desert my friends and fans. The models.....the world. I can't and I won't. I am hoping that the Lord will work through me and guide me to do HIS will and help those that I can. Those that will stop and listen....those that will allow the Holy Spirit to fill them and speak to them as it has me.

I know that there are going to be a lot of people that will think this is a big joke....laugh.....wonder if I have lost my mind....well....I have news for you.... FOOLS MOCK THE TRUTH. There is ONE WAY. And only one way. I have found that way. I have FILLED THE HOLE IN MY SOUL! Filled that void that I couldn't fill with anything else. My life isn't about ME anymore.....My life is about God and HIS will. I want to spread HIS love. Tell people about Him......lead people home to Him. I don't care what you have done.....how lost you think you are....how hopeless you think things are......I HAVE GREAT NEWS FOR YOU! It's NOT TOO LATE. God LOVES YOU! He wants YOU. All you have to do is accept His gift. IT'S RIGHT THERE FOR YOU! Jesus died on the cross for OUR SINS. The price for us has already been PAID IN FULL.

I will not be attending glamourcon or shooting anything else. The next and last person that will see and enjoy my body will be a husband AS GOD INTENDED! I have asked for forgiveness for what I have done AND HAVE BEEN FORGIVEN! I will spend the rest of my life doing the Lords will and the Lords work. I AM HIS!

I want you ALL to know that I love you very much.....you ARE MY FRIENDS! I want you to know God.....I want you to get out of this darkness...this saddness and follow the word of God. There is ONLY ONE WAY OUT!

I will not abandon you......

As always my email address to ALL of my friends and fans is: ericarosecampbel@aol.com. I understand that this is coming as a complete surprise to my loyal members who have joined my new site to support me and my new venture. I totally understand if you would like a refund for your membership. Please email me at: ericafanclub@gmail.com for a complete refund.

My life is beginning NOW. From this day on I will live HIS will and HIS way. My heart is HIS.

Serving Christ,

Erica

http://www.clubericacampbell.com/ - The link is SFW (Now.. )

The next and last person that will see and enjoy my body will be a husband AS GOD INTENDED! I have asked for forgiveness for what I have done AND HAVE BEEN FORGIVEN! I will spend the rest of my life doing the Lords will and the Lords work. I AM HIS!

The short version:

Stripper / Internet lebso chick feels empty and wants someone to love her, lucky for her God contacts her so now she stopped getting naked I knew God was a jerk but this is a new low. Fuck that guy.


Coming up: Erica Campbell realises she's a moron and can't live without food / money and starts getting naked again for money.

[Viper007Bond]

Oh well, it's not like she can delete all her old pics.


(And when I read this thread title, I thought she literally found God. )

[Blind_Io]

I found God. He had fallen between my sofa cushions.

I asked if he had seen the remote.

That guy is useless.

[NooDle]

lame!

[Mercury]

Originally Posted by Blind_Io

I found God. He had fallen between my sofa cushions.

I asked if he had seen the remote.

That guy is useless.

Or as said in the South Park movie by the french kid :


"God? He is the biggest bitch of them all!"

[fbc]

While I find the god-worship a bit much, good luck to her. She's been in an unhappy situation, and she's found a way out of that. Her heart's in the right place - she wants to help people in the same way she's helped herself, I just hope she doesn't get overly righteous in forcing her new found godliness down other's throats.

[hansvonaxion]

Originally Posted by fbc

I just hope she doesn't get overly righteous in forcing her new found godliness down other's throats.

Why not? She's been having things forced down her throat for so long.

[fbc]

^ Was waiting for that (along with references to Erica's statements about voids being filled...)

[Lilleput]

Originally Posted by fbc

While I find the god-worship a bit much, good luck to her. She's been in an unhappy situation, and she's found a way out of that. Her heart's in the right place - she wants to help people in the same way she's helped herself, I just hope she doesn't get overly righteous in forcing her new found godliness down other's throats.

She just exchanged one unhealthy relationship for another. I find it hard to see the emotional progress here.

[fbc]

^ Yikes, porn vs religion, there's a debate...

As an atheist, and a normal guy (read into that what you will re porn), I don't really get worshiping and living for God as Erica seems to want to - but imho it's likely to be less emotionally harmful than porn.

[Lilleput]

Originally Posted by fbc

^ Yikes, porn vs religion, there's a debate...

As an atheist, and a normal guy (read into that what you will re porn), I don't really get worshiping and living for God as Erica seems to want to - but imho it's likely to be less emotionally harmful than porn.

She isn't really saying that getting naked on camera was draining her it was primarily seeing all the people she worked with, who according to her are all depressed drug addicts, and because of her caring nature (Animal shelter lol) she couldn't stay..


We'll see how long it lasts, she will be naked on a cross in a couple months.


Edit: Also, don't think i'm some basement dweller that stalks porn actresses, i just read it on a blog and had heard the name before, also.. Religion

[fbc]

Originally Posted by Lilleput

Edit: Also, don't think i'm some basement dweller that stalks porn actresses, i just read it on a blog and had heard the name before, also..

Ah-ha, yep, alrighty then

Originally Posted by Lilleput

Religion

FWIW, I agree, but to each their own.

[watto]

God should be wanting us to see certain female human creations in all their nakedness.

Damn you God.

[Dsemaj]

Why are the pretty ones always dumb?

[tigger]

Nooooo! She is absurdly hot; the world will truly be a sadder place with out her running around naked in it. I definitely don't have anything against religion, but it sounds like she's going to start running around thumping people with a bible.

[Donington]

Hooray! Jesus!

[Paco]

You have got to be fucking kidding me...

I guess if she was dumb enough to get into porn in the first place she's dumb enough to throw away all the work she's put into getting herself recognized as one of the premier softcore chicks in the industry.

How unfortunate that the adult industry is so corrupt that the models who might be good people deep down and don't just view themselves as whores getting some fast cash are ran out of the business by people that want to fuck everybody over.

Such is the nature of the beast, I suppose.

[Twerp128]

Originally Posted by Paco

that want to fuck everybody over.