I feel so horribly guilty that some of you are spending time to sort out my issues. But damn, I need to hear that I am OK person. I will, I PROMISE, that I will pay every one of you back in kind when you need the support that is freely being given to me.
Jay, if you haven't questioned something you have or have not done until now, you are lucky. We mere humans do it all of the time. And don't sweat it, we all need some comfort or a swift kick in the arse on occassion.