Wow... After reading all ur posts i feel umm i guess honoured to be around or atleast know you guys. Its crazy what some people have went thru. Makes me feel like im not the only one. jayjaya29 ur story is similar to mine. However i didnt get into any drugs but all the friends that i had at one point went to jail for killing some guy. Most of them are still in there dont have an idea when theyre getting out, dont even no if they'll remember me. I thought i found the love of my life. I still love her but things happen along the way.
I have just started university. yesterday was my first ever lecture. Big day for me - it was microeconomics, the class. Im still nervous yet i just want to get university over with get a job and start living my life. im good at hockey have alot of trophies but those things dont satisfy me. not that im selfish or anything it just doesnt make me feel comfortable or it doesnt tell me that i have dont something in life that i should be proud of. all the guys i ever called friends or my "Boys" either move away or something happens that moves us further apart. so at this point im not really proud of anything ive done.
But theres just one thing that makes me feel good inside, and that is when my parents donated some money to a charity. two weeks later, we get a call from this lady, who told us that half of the money went to help a blind girl recover from her illness and the other half went to a family of 4 kids who didnt have a father, so that helped them out with their rent, food, etc. For some of you guys its pretty lame. but for me outta all the things ive ever done for anyone or myself. i think this deed is my greatest achievement. Hopefully one day i'll be rich, if not well-off but watever the case i will help those who struggle in life.
-Mojo-
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