Sigh
By far the worst I have ever felt.
Jake, I'm not much for writing this sort of thing but I just wanted to say that I believe I speak for most, if not all, of FinalGear when I tell you we'll be here for support, motivation and perhaps the ocassional e-cookie and hug when you need one. Hang in there, kicking the drugs and shitty life away takes a lot of effort but you'll get there.
Well as birthdays go this one hasn't been the best so far. At work on a grey Monday.
Dearest e-mailed and said "Oh you sound in a wonderful place !"
Wonderful place??? I'm on an industrial estate within spitting distance of both Littlehampton and Bognor Regis. That's stuck between a rock and a hard place, with the added bonus that both rock and said hard place have been liberally smeared with dog mess, doused with petrol and set alight!!!!
Or look at it this way, you, In the past year you went on a holiday where you had one of the best times of your life, enjoyed every minute of it, met some strange people from the internet, watched a small green renault van supercharged with an air pump (Double Action!) lap the most gruelling circuit on earth, Met some interesting people, got banned form that most sacred place that is Jeremy Clarkson's Dinner Table, shot Justin bieber in the face with a Texan and when all was said and done you always returned home to 2 loving daughters and a slightly femmy car.
I don't know about you but this rotation around Earth's yellow sun has treated you pretty well methinks. Go enjoy your Birthday you.
), but you will manage.
as cliche as it sounds, try to take things day by day. It'll help you avoid thinking that you have a huge mountain to climb when you manage to pull things together bit by bit.
