I have tried talking about it, but his response is that it's too far away, and he hates Victoria anyway. Or then he starts on about how Jake is my EX, and I should just find someone here to hang out with.
He's had a friend point out that he's using emotional blackmail to keep me here, and acknowledged it as true. But he says he's doing it in my best interests.
They even highlighted that if I went and didn't like it, or it didn't work out the way I wanted, that I will always have a place here, and can always come back.
But Dad's answer is always the same. No.
I just want to start fresh somewhere else. Somewhere I can be ME and that won't piss anyone off - or if it does, I won't have to feel bad about it because they won't be people I've known for years, or my family.
It's also a great excuse to get rid of the twins from my life, without having to explain why exactly, because the last time I tried that, they turned it all back on me saying I'm the bitch, I'm the self centred one, and therefore clearly jealous of them.
Or that it must be the medication I'm on for a hormone disorder that makes me such a bitch.
In other news however... my computer monitor is about to die. It's an Acer LCD, only had it about 3 years, but yesterday and today when I turned it on, the power light just flashed, and the screen did nothing. So now I can't turn it off.
My computer is just about buggered anyway, so it looks like time to upgrade the whole lot. It's just going to be a pain to transfer everything over to the new one.
I'm looking at a Dell Inspiron, though it must be a discontinued model, because there's only a few left in the stores I was looking at online. The closest store that has one is half an hour away. Hopefully it'll be there when I have a chance to go look.
Maybe tomorrow if I get up early.