Understand this: You are 19 fucking years old and are literally filled with unbelievable potential for greatness, yet it is if you want you mope and dwell on the negative, as if your life is now determined for the next X amount of years. I have experienced both the greatest and lowest points that love can offer, and I still believe it in fully.
Georgette, you will find love again, you will be in love again. And when you do, it will be a blazing, incomprehensible love that makes you dizzy just thinking of it, and I promise it will get better, but for right now you have got to feel that pain. Don't deny it.
That hole in you right now will fill in again, that numb feeling will eventually be replaced. But it will take time, and as we know all things human take time. Take those horrible feelings and make something positive out of it. The days and weeks after I was told by the EX that she wanted a divorce I photographed some of my best pictures ever.